Poetry

Maybe Tomorrow

Maybe tomorrow you said,

And I waited two days to go to bed,

You didn't come,

And my heart felt numb,

Yet, I thought,

Maybe tomorrow…

Maybe tomorrow…

I would see you again. 

And so I waited,

Waited and debated,

Wondering if I’d ever see you again,

Weeks passed and still no sign,

Not a text,

Not a call,

And still I said,

Maybe tomorrow…

Maybe tomorrow…

I would see you again. 

My friends told me to give up on you,

To stop thinking of you,

That you had taken what you wanted,

And left me alone,

Just like you had so many,

But it’s thoughts of you,

That can get me through the days,

That make me happy when I feel blue,

And even after all the months that have passed,

All the months since I last saw you,

I still think,

Maybe tomorrow…

Maybe tomorrow…

I would see you again.

Forever

Every night he comes,

Every night he leaves,

But one night,

He came,

He was different,

His eyes,

His whole being,

He was serious,

He seemed distant and secretive,

I didn't know what he was up to,

I didn't know what to know,

Didn't know what to say,

What surprised me was what he said,

He said that he was leaving,

That I didn't belong in the world that he now lived in,

But he didn't realize something,

He didn't realize that I would go wherever he would,

I was his fool,

He just didn't realize it.

But he wouldn't listen,

And he left,

Without knowing I followed him,

Into the darkness of the forest,

I didn't know, that he was gone,

That it was hime that was there,

Right behind me,

He was stood,

I didn't know,

I just kept running,

Never knowing,

Never stopping,

But I was scared,

More scared than you'll ever know,

But I knew just one thing,

His fool I would forever be.

I felt something behind me,

Something cold,

No not something, 

Someone,

Someone I knew,

But I was still scared,

And I kept running,

Tripping over roots and stones,

I had to find him,

Because without him I was alone,

I am alone,

Forever.

What Had I Done?

His eyes,

They're dark,

Hidden,

Deceiving,

He wanted me dead,

I could tell,

What had I done?

 His eyes,

They were full of lies

But I had believed them,

Ignoring my heart,

All sanity lost.

But I could see,

He wanted me dead,

What had I done? 

He was smirking,

His lips had told a million lies,

And that's just to me,

His eyes coal black,

His lips rose red ,

He was going to kill me,

I could tell,

But what had I done?

You Would Have Hid

When you say those words,

You think they cannot hurt,

But maybe if you weren't so curt,

You’d see that they do,

And we go crying in the loo,

Words do a whole lot of hurt,

You just don’t see,

If you did,

You would have hid. 

Words can hurt more than actions,

But we get through with distractions,

And nobody notices our pain,

We just look normal and plain,

We tell nobody,

But we are a wreck emotionally,

You just don’t see,

If you did,

You would have hid, 

In class we sit so nobody notices us

And so you don’t,

It’s that or you won’t,We go into depression,

You get the impression,

That we are game, 

but we aren't,

You just don’t see,

If you did,

You would have hid.

Lost

Everyday I try,

Everyday I fail,

But I never give up,

I shout,

I cry,

I lie,

I'd like to die,

I am Lost,

Never to be found,

Lost in the blood lust.

 He cursed me to this life,

Cursed me to kill,

To live for all eternity,

An eternity alone, without him,

Without friends,

Now you see,

Why I cry,

Why I lie,

Why I'd like to die,

I am lost,

Never to be found,

Lost in the blood lust. 

I met him years ago,

In the year 1920,

I thought he loved me,

I knew I loved him,

But he used me,

But still,

His I longed to be,

I was wrong,

It didn't last long,

He took off,

Left me alone,

After what he did,

He cursed me that day,

I got lost,

Never to be found,

Lost in the blood lust.

Almost a hundred years passed,

I didn't see his face,

Never heard of him,

Didn't forget him though,

He did this,

He cursed me,

He should pay,

Pay for the lives he had ruined,

He had taken,

But he didn't care,

He was so callous,

So cruel,

Because of him,

I am lost,

Never to be found,

Lost in the blood lust. 

Now I kill,

But I have no choice,

I have to so that I can survive,

It may be selfish,

I may be like him,

And I cry,

I lie,

I'd like to die,

Just because of the life,

The life that I'm condemned to live,

I hate him,

But I love him,

So now I'm lost,

Never to be found,

Lost in the blood lust. 

Just for that one man,

I met when I was sixteen,

Now I'm forever sixteen,

Just because of him,

It's because of him,

That I'm lost,

Never to be found,

Consumed by the blood lust.

Always and Forever

Now and then I see his face,

Hear his voice,

But there's one thing missing,

His eyes,

His soul,

Where was he really?

How did he get there,

Why is he here?

He hurt me once,

But never again,

I say that,

But I never mean it,

I am his,

Always and forever. 

But he makes it hard,

Loving him I mean,

He leaves,

He gets angry,

But don't we all?

He lies,

He hides,

He assumes I'll help him,

When it gets tough,

I will of course,

But only because,

I'm under his spell,

And so I am his,

Always and forever. 

When it comes to it,

I'll be by his side,

I'll see him,

I be there for him,

And only him,

I'll lie,

I'll die,

I'll give up my soul,

Just for him,

I'll leave my friends,

My family,

But only for him,

I've been bewitched,

And I'll be his,

Always and forever.